Sweater H&M | Shoes Russell&Bromley | Jeans ZARA | Bag VALENTINO 

If you watch my youtube videos (right here if you don't), then you will know I have been really struggling with myself recently. I have been trying to find myself, what I want to actually be doing and what is my purpose in life. I started off with reading some new books, to help me get through this crazy time in my life. I met my friend recently and she really thought something bad has happened in my personal life for me to feel this way but honestly it's just me fighting my own demons of never doing enough, being enough and so on. I am going to try and re-read 'The Secret'. I am one of those people that believe in the law of attraction and it really does work in my life so these kind of books always get me back on full speed. One of my favourites was 'The Monk who sold his Ferrari' and I am currently reading 'The Man who wanted to be happy'. Very similar to the Monk one. 

This book right here in my pictures has been on my 'to - read - list' for some time but I never end up picking it up in the store. (I like to read on my kindle unless the book is really pretty). A pink cover gets me every time to be honest. I found it in The Apartment actually but on the last day of London Fashion Week which is a shame as I would have borrowed it for a few days to read it. So I guess that's my next book to buy. 

I did actually pick it up just for the photo, because it matched my outfit and the setting so well. Even my nails are matching haha! I chose to wear these beautiful new shoes from Russell&Bromley on the worst day possible, it was raining all day after a sunny and warm weekend. Just my luck!

Photos by Derek from TheApartment